Victor Lee Kok Chong AKA Emoist 18
Republic Poly
Diploma in Interactive & Digital Media
Year 1: W24B W15D
Year 2:
Sem1: W64Q,W64E,W66A,E61G,W64C
Sem2: W65J,E61J Single / married / complicated / In a relationship
10-10-1991
all ALONE in this D:pathetic world
thesuffering
My Loves
#1.Soccer
#2.Electronics stuffs
#3.Money
#4.Love?
#5.Alcohol
My Hates
#1.KPKB ppl
#2.Ppl who look down on others
#3.Gangsters
#4.Immatures
#5.Ppl who takes game srsly.
Wishlist: #1.IPHONE 4G!
#2.SwaverBoard #3.A Big Absolute Vodka all to myself :D
Ads x33
help click on e Ads THX =D
CLICK ON E AD PLZ!! I GIVE U A Virtual KISS!<3
e wind is blowing, sun is not strong, and e skies are cloudy! okok.. enuf of my crap.. hahahs.. today went to IMM with my dear Lovette jie =D both of us bored ma.. so go kia kia lo.. also long tym no meet up le =\
she is e BEST LA! LOL. 1st thing see mi is snatch my cap away!.. Grrr... LOL but when she wear e cap, wa... chio bu sia =X v. diff lo.. more.. more... wa.. beyond any words that can describe it man.. took 188 to IMM and started to walk about randomly.. go to Mini Toons, e shop opp Hang Ten LOL, and then to Daiso.. At Daiso, saw these again.. so limme show you wad "excites" mi LOL
e BANANA CASE!. a thing for storing bananas.. but.. i see this as.. erm.. a.. dildo.. yea.. a dildo.. LOL.. Yellow one for those hard core de and pink 1 for those not so hard core 1 cuz yellow colour 1 haf ridges.. LOL..
anyway, went to Mac and makan aft Daiso-ing.. took some pics during our makan dere..
took by her lo.. so nice.. F3 took by mi.. if hands not dere can put at songka photo liaox LOL
LOL.. see her la.. try acting cute -.-
OH YA!! btw.. something REALLY FUNNY happen dere.. u might say im bad.. but. if u are dere.. i bet u sure laugh on e spot de. there is one Gigantic Sized Auntie and sat at e chair.. suddenly we heard a LOUD THUD.. and guess wad we saw? .
.
.
.
WE SAW HER FALL FLAT ON HER BUTT!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P i think she is tryin to lean over and talk/hear something with her fren.. then since when u lean forward, e chair will also tilt in front de ma.. and worst thing is e chair is not fixed de. can move ard 1.. WAHAHAHAHHAAS.. i kept telling myself: "I CNT LAUGH.. I CNT LAUGH.. I CNT LAUGH.." and cont to drink my coke..
after a short while, went out of Mac and IMMEDIATELY LMAO MANZZ!! nearly cnt stand straight uh! HAHAHHAHHAHAS..!!!!!!!!!!!! then e toopid Lovette say i meanie when she also laugh.. -,-
really funni wad.. also not everyday can see this kind of thing 1.. hahhas...
All four of us! =D "dead" Jon Black Unidentified Human.. ==" block mi nias LOL Jon and a Long Hair Ghost =P Jon!! OMG.. i love his hair man.. so jealous =(
JY LA!! e irritating gal! LOL Ben and Mi! Ben! =D e guy behind soo good.. siam away from cam =D
emo-ed e whole nite.. idk y...... most probably is feeling unwell.. i had a headache, sore throat, slight temperature and a fuckin bloody COUGH! something keep tickel my throat and make mi cough... man.. juz when i tt my cough had gone FOREVER! it came back to mi!
Sry Benson,Jason,Weiqiao and Keslyn for not talking e whole nite.. = im juz.. feeling not well.. haix SICKENING! y do human haf to FALL sick?! Grrrrrr....
anyway, played v.ball with jason's pri sch frens and my juniors! hahas.. its really been a LOOOOONG tym since i touched a v.ball. due to my left hand fractured before.. it kindda haf a "stingma" on mi. but, well, today Jun Xuan,Eleanor, Valerie and mi played ard with e v.ball help them be photographer O.O camara skills not up to standard yet =\ hmmzz... yupps.. though my hands are stiff now, i bet i can play better next tym! SENTOSA HERE I COME! (soon)
p.s e headache is making mi feel not e slightest comfortable..
woke up and get rdy for BACK TO OLD SCH! saw Joshua at BB interchange..
went back to secondary sch today.. met MS poh, Mdm Wai,Mr Wong,Mrs Goh, etc.~~ 1stly, CONGRATULATIONS TO MS POH! 5th mth le. and its a BOYY!!! 2ndly, kind of sadded that Mdm Wai will not be in YI next yr anymore. =( 3rdly, feel that Mr Wong is getting.. erm.. more Horizontal! LOL. xD k done.
took some pics with the teachers and shall post them up real soon! as soon as i recieved e pics! kakakas...~~
HAPPY TEACHERS DAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
after that went home and makan and slacked, and came across e HSM 3 vid!!
HU WANNA WATCH HSM3 WITH MI?? ON OCT 24!!! I CANT WAIT!! p.s: Emo is my way of life now...
hi ppl~~~ work as usual today... time really flies when u are working hard ba i guess =D yups. so i work and work till almost drop dead. and worst thing is u know wad? I WORK W/O EATING MY BREAKFAST!! lucky all those hungriness is not occupying my brain due to work. and yeps.. I AM LATE CUZ OVERSLEPT! darn.. lectured and well i guess.. being OPEN-MINDED and talk openly really helps ALOT! AND I TOOK MY 1ST ORDER!!! WOOOOTS IM SHOOOOOO HAPPYYYY!!! <3<3
well, to those immatures who LOVES to whisper about other ppl behind their back, like some uneducated BIMBO. plz la... get a life.. all are grown-ups.. age range from 17-19 le.. still love to whisper here and dere like sec / pri sch kiddos. pathetic...
anything i did wrong or i need to change, PLZ TELL MI TO MY FACE. dun shoot mi 1 eye then whisper to another BIMBO beside u. worst thing is e 2nd BIMBO also turned and look at mi. damn obvious.. if u wanna whisper bout ppl, 1 advice: dun whisper IN FRONT of the person. it is so stupidly obvious and i do not think u haf a future in Mediacorp. plz dun try acting.
anyway, enuf of my rants.. lets move on with life.. everybody has to move on, dun we? if those ppl hu are offended, well, im juz being open about it. u can noe ur attitude/behaviour (wadeva) and improve on it. u can at e same time, tell mi wad u dun like bout mi also. most importantly is e honest opinion.
so came back home and played soccer.. ITS LIKE..... . . . WOW! DUDE! its really been a VERYYYYYY LONNGGGGGG time since i touch a soccer ball. walked a distance to a street soccer court. =\ I suppose SG Govt muz really do something about soccer in SG eh? i wonder wad competitive sports can SG dominate in YOG2010. O_O erm.. maybe.. TABLE TENNIS?? and get a.... SILVER?? HAHAS....
and so.. as being a talented soccer player xD i muz say that my touches are still generally good! scored some amazing goals. not forgetting my teammates, Benson,Jason,Nigel! played with some RP ppl. LOL. RP ppl is everywhere! =x
went home, eat,slack,tv-ed,slp =) nites ppl.
BTW, RECRUITING 1 MORE GAL TO UPGRADE FROM FANTASTIC FOUR TO TEEN TITANS(lmao), hu 1?? regina?? HAHAS...
hey guys..! founded a "team" last nite! We called ourselves the "Fantastic Four" LOL xD consist of Benson,Jason,LJ, and Mi!!!
juz nice got 3 guys and 1 gals lo... hehe... also duno y suddenly can think of it de.. actually i also duno... talked bout movies.. then came out with this de HAHAS..
k back to today.. im slightly deaf in my right ear for bout 1/2 - 1hr cuz of e dishes which falls on top of each other, creating an astonishing loud clatter which is so deafening, that i also become deaf.. LOL then aft tat, scalded myself.. manzz... 1 bad thing after another... =(
finally resolved a ridiculous conflict.. ==" say alrdy also duno wanna laugh or cry.. idk that these kind of stupid ppl also exist in this world = but.. well, all these ended.. much to my delight. dun even like to bother with some wimps anyway.. its juz a total waste of time. in which when i can do more productive things... =)
i typed this as i haf been thinking about it all nite. this "poem" is produced by my not trustworthy Nokia 6500 Slide
Cloudy sky, starless night. How boring is it tonight? As i walk down a familiar road, it all seems so distant away from me.
A slight drizzle rained on me, adding on to my current misery. Sat on an seemingly empty playground. Everything around me become oblivious. Staring into space i did. Into a cloudy sky and starless night. I did wad i think i need to do, but wad i lack is the courage to tell u, that P.s. I love you
U made me feel real, u made me feel that im not alone. U complete me. Seek for attention i did, but all my "frens" did not give a damn. Wad i wanted is for somebody to listen to me, hang out wif a group of familiar faces it should be. But all these seems to be, a hard unsolved mystery.
Being left all alone, i start to think, those who are close and dear to me. I blame myself for not cherishing you. I left hanging by a thin thread. I should haf made my feelings known, but now that i know that im just a brother, all my hope and dreams perish.
Its time to move on i tell myself, but all these things are withheld. I just do not wanna dwell, and forgetting you is like hell. And as i stare into the cloudy sky and starless night, searching for an answer that might help.
I found none sad to say, and these add on to my pain. Oh my cloudy sky and starless night. Gimme some thing that can help, let me forget her wif all my might.
Written by : Lil' KC :)
P.s special thx to ALJ for pei-ing out e whole darn nite chatting and EMO-ing tgt =) thx so much "brother"!
today, work as usual... ntin special but.. got to noe 1 gal.. she called Ris study at RP, same blk, same LVL as mi 2!! GOD! so near yet so far huh? nice noe-ing u gal =) scarly next sem start we same class.. HAHA~
came back and played bball with my neighbourhood peeps. =) 1st tym i had so much fun playin bball =) i think i shud change my specs le.. not suitable for playin Bball.. keep slipping off my nose bridge de =(
k now back at home.. my bro keep hagging mi for his 1GB mem stik back ==" FINE LO.. IRRITATING GUY! THAT WILL BE UR PRESENT! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............................................
P.s. Can i rly 4get u? i noe i need to. but it's getting too tough. unless i can find another 1 hu i can gimme e same feel that i feel from u.
today went to watch fireworks ONCE AGAIN!! with e lil LayJun ONLY... benson and jason cnt.. benson is his mum KPKB O.O Jason is ytd din seems excited to watch e fireworks so did not tell him im going. SO SRY JASON TEO! next tym go sure call u ok? chill!
today is e korean fireworks!! OMG.. its DARN NICE LA! more beautiful than e french de =x although there is a slight drizzling at marina, it hardly dampened e crowd's atmosphere! e exuberance atmosphere is dazzling!
i did not mind e rain pouring down on me seriously! e rain also did not affect e firework's quality =)
to put it simply, ITS B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L,stunning,picturesque, scenic,wonderful, exquisite, pleasing, superb, magnificent... blah blah blah~~
LOL. thats all for today. no pics though cuz if i take wif LayJun, it is WEIRD. O.O
today went to watch fireworks @ Marina Square dere after my work. went with Benson,Jason,LayJun and WeiQiao.
trained to City Hall and walk walk to Suntec dere makan 1st cuz LayJun SUPER HUNGRY! being gentlemens =x we of cuz pei her eat wahahahs..... =p
after that went to CarreFOUR and buy some drinks and titbits?! O.O hahas then walk to Marina Square dere. DAMN!! THERE IS LOTS OF PPL MAN!!! OMG! then cammedwored abit then suddenly alot ppl rush forwards. as FELLOW SINGAPOREANS, we of cuz, follow suit =D then SQUEZZED in front and WOW! E FIREWORKS ARE DAMN NICE!!!
after e fireworks, we walk ard like stray animals, trying to have a direction in e end went home, with LayJun EMO-ing. LJ dun sad le la.. PS if we GUYS did/say anything wrong LOL
slacked at GOMBAK CC dere and talk and played truth or dare?! O.O? hahas. then Jason papa very good come and lompang us go home =) THX MANZ!!!
PICS !!! Lights, Camara, ACTION!! Say Cheese!! Look at e mid-right of e pic. there is a head.. SHUDDER* Im strangled!! and look wad benson is doin! xD
4 guys. thx LayJun be photographer =D thx.. once again~~ with Flash. look. PINK SHIRT LOL =p nope.. its not center parting.. ==" and nope once again. im not pointing at benson =x its at jason BFF!! <3
P/s: i wanted u to accompany mi watch e fireworks.. but.. but... nvm............. its juz my "dream"
today is a not-so-good-day for mi at work because.. I ACCIDENTALLY SPILT WATER!! !@#$%^ lucky thing is no customer is nearby ><" sry NYNY!! anyway.. yea.. today SUPER busy! busier than ytd hor!.. so everything haf tuh be FAST! and oh! did i mention thatPPL DERE SAY I LOOK LIKE JY'S YOUNGER BRO??!!! omg! i duno i so youthful! ><" JY JIEJIE!!! HAHAHAS... im YOUNG im YOUNG!!! WOOOOOOoooooOOOTSS~!
and yep. back to today. then today for mi time past quite fast. cuz busy ma.. rush here rush dere. no check e time so when check that tym like past alot le xD after work, went to Mos Burger actually wanna eat de, then JY say pei her Stan eat then i suddenly also dun feel like eating due to also e spilt water incident. SRY JY help mi clean up my mess ><
trained to Gombak wan find jason de.. heard he left early so no go find him le =\ met Benson to pei mi go WM for e T&S thing. saw Jason at dwnstair playin bball ==" (Jason = bball FREAK!)
went to WM settle my things le then we walked ard and saw Regina and her fwens O.O she claimed that we(Benson,Jason,Mi) standing outside Ero. PLZ NO!!! IS WATSON!!! xD then go arcarde dere. jason played street basketball machine ==" beside got 1 pro he tio OWN! LOL he sore loser lei.. keep say other ppl attire.. ==" HAHAHAS
then buy BBT and walked to interchange.. saw e shuai-ge Jun Xuan =D long tym since we met up for soccer le =D THIS SAT YEA?! WE ARE WAITING BOII!! then bus-ed home and chat chat~~~
Webcammed with (love)tte and she took down some of my pics! ><
1st day at work... hmmz.. kindda looking forward to it.. reached dere that tym become quite scared.. lol
do simple stuffs like setting tables, cultery and such, refill water, clean and wipe cultery, and push trolleys.. hhahas YES... kinda simple luh.. but will get more complex job like taking orders in a few weeks tym =\
NYNY quite cool luh.. and i do morning shift.. kindda easy lei.. =D
after work walk ard AMK hub awhile and then go home rest le =)
1stly, i would like to CONGRATULATE TEAM SG for winning a SILVER in table tennis =D
2ndly, i would like to CONRATULATE myself for starting work TML!! <33 no more morning NAG!
lastly, i would like to DIE at e same tym.........................................................................................
hmm.. Li Jia Wei and e other gal ( dunno wad her name ><" ) played quite well, but well... table tennis is still CHINA forte!! i got e feeling that all those 1st sets is china 'let water' to SG de lo. anyway.. Singapore broke its olympics medal-less duck for 48 yrs le! YAY!
and im so excited that i once again.. have a job.. away from home.. away from all those naggings. away from e 2 mind-filled-with-$-and-electricity people..
weets.. excited that i can explore and find out what i can do in e workforce! =D but sad to say.. its only 11AM - 3PM.. 4 hrs a day.. hmmm.. maybe i can find another nite job? =) so that i wun keep using THEIR electricity and see their horrible faces? -_-
and yea.. i wanna die cuz due to the VERY SAME REASON! limpei bath halfway still 1 find trouble with mi? u use metal stick i use shower head ah _|_er!
im like soo PUMPED up and happy that i found a job.. and u come and break my mood by ur constant naggings?? even my parents dun understand mi.... HU WOULD???!! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT U!!!
i thought u will like be happy.. BUT NO! U ARE STILL HARPING ON ELECTRICITY! _|_ u la money LEECHING GOVT! up this up that... UP SALARY LA! K"NN..
i wonder which kind of die-ing method is best.. CHRISTINAAA~~~ limme ur sadist book AGAIN!! e bunnies sucide de =D
i know im not alone in this world.. but now that most of my fwens are in sch.. i haf no1 to talk to! i haf no1 to hear my grievances... i had 2 person talking with mi everynite last tym.. but now.... there is no1.. no1 at all.....
worst thing is i decided to give up on "u".. i haf ntin to keep mi alive/fight for in this planet call "Earth". maybe i shud start on my Plan B..
and oh yea... CONGRATULATING MICHAEL PHELPS on his 8th gold sweep! he is a GODLY athelete.! =D
wake up by my bro to watch DOREAMON!!! WAHAHAHAS =p cute ma.. my childhood show. slacked at home till ard 3++ and asked Benson out and pei mi go WM and con't our "quest" =D
so both of us went to WM dere walk ard and suddenly think of tom&stef. so went in.. e clothes dere not bad de worx.. got alot cute clothes. and MOST IMPORTANTLY, got my BLACK jeans!! woots~~
brought 2 black jeans and 4 T-shirts.. total amt spent.. $94.50! woots.. buy so many things cheaper than e orchard de 1 Lee / levis jeans =x
after that went B1 and buy BBT and off we go.. back home! hahas..
ntin bets better than buying things.. but muz haf $$ 1st.. sadded T.T =\
ok today went to Queensway shopping center hoping to buy some black jeans for my work which is starting soon... but.. juz cnt find any nice de =\ and i dun wear skinnies.. i got this feeling to anti-skinnies..
no offence to any1 out dere.. i juz happen to HATE IT.. thou some ppl IMAGINED that i will look good in it ==" i dun want wear.. thx for e compliment anyway =)
its juz.. well... DPDP luh... u got ur own point of view i haf my own =)
after queensway, went to orchard by taking bus 14 =\ walked ard for sometime ah...walk here and dere.. then walked to OG? i guess.. nver really take a good look at e buildings... =="
saw Levis and Lee.. all so expensive de.. 3DIGITS sia... i only got 100bucks.. dere is 110bucks+ and abv de.since too exp then go walk ard orchard lo.. wad to do lei...
then walked to cineleisure unknowingly. =\
dere is super cool sia =x soo.. soo.... sooo....... AHHHHH! im breathless....
e things dere.. =\anyway.. went to Revoltage.. thinking to buy jeans de.. dere all like only haf 3/4 nia.. so bopian..
my hope is diminished again =x
went to LJS and makan with Benson,Jason and LayJun our new fwen =) god.. finally got her name rite.. PS ah.. bad with names derh.. hehex
and this jason... be her kor then so xiao qi 1.. LOL hahas...
minor scuffled but well, ALL IS FINE! wif mi ard no fights de =D jkjk..
then LJ(layjun .. not Long John LOL) told us some super duper funi jokes ah.. we 3 guys laugh like siao... hehe...
a question eg. : A bird flew from point A to point B taking 2 hours. Y does e return journey took 4hours?? LOL
e ans : cuz when e bird fly back that tym raining so haf tuh use 1 wing to cover head and another wing to fly.. O_O ROFLMAO man...
makan-ed le went back gombak... walau.. i tell u.. im IRRITATEDwith 7-11 ALRDY! i wan pay my bills, then 2 store say their machine SPOIL!! GOD! so go AXS.. ALSO SPOIL!! __ MAN!nbm.. played with AXS de camara =D this is some pics we took=)
act cute :X
another classical act :X TONGUES OUT!!! LayJun,mi, ben most natural =) jason C'A'B wakakaks smile =)
you talk to mi today.. but it was not on any topic... it was... juz soo... DEPRESSING... i would like to juz tell u how i feel.. but it near impossible.. e feeling has grown apart. e nite grew longer w/o ur call / sms e day seems so dark to mi my meals seems tasteless my world turn cold and colourless my sense of touch has been numb
wad i did.. is for u.. there is no why.. there is no how.. there is no wad...
whenever i close my eyes is you i see.. everything i know that makes mi blv... im not alone..
i had e sudden feeling that im juz a tool, like how other people treat mi as. i always tt that u were special. u made mi feel like.. a human.. maybe this might be false to u.. but this is how i feel. a gust of wind juz past by mi. and all my senses and feelings of this world is taken away by it. i hope the same wind will reach u too. so that u can realise how much importance you are to mi.
everyday, i yearn for ur call.. but the eternity moments of waiting is down to drain
this is the song it make soo much sense to mi rite now
Faber Drive - It Ends
so clear silver moon wind moves through my room memories of Saturday (memories of Saturday) slight turn of her head, eyes down when she said, shes goin away, goin away i need to know this
am i the fool, am i a victim I'd rather know, you'd rather kiss him, good night, tonight, I'm blinded i try, i tried is this the way, is this the way, it ends
dark echoes inside, cant sleep through the night all the words i heard you say (memories of Saturday) fade over the yard, made under the stars, stuck down in this place, hands on my face, i need to know this
am i the fool, am i a victim I'd rather know, you'd rather kiss him good night, tonight, I'm blinded i try i tried, is this the way, is this the way it ends
get up and chase the vision stand up watch the world go by ahhh ahhh you found, feel the reason black clouds are filling up my sky, ahhh ahhh yeahhhhh
am i the fool, am i the victim I'd rather know, you'd rather kiss him am i the fool, am i a victim I'd rather know you'd rather kiss him good night tonight I'm blinded, i try i tried is the way, is this the way it ends
am i the fool, am i a victim id rather know you'd rather kiss him good night tonight, I'm blinded, i try, i tried, is this the way it ends
This song can be found in my Song box =)
anyway.. going shopping ltr to buy my clothes for my work =) hope it can be a fruitful trip..
yoyo! basically ntin much today.. went to alif as usual at 8.15PM.. got new gal join us.. wahahahs. my social circle has increased!! jason de "stead" come join us in our regulare alif outing le worx =D after that.. played basketball.. lend ball from their fren again lol. at nite play basketball good sia =D especially e wind... SO SHUANG LO! hmm... ntin more le ba.. played for some time then retured home le then this jason ownself very scared cuz today is e 15th day of e chinese 7th mth. it is blved that e Ghost traffic is e highest =\ i still ACCIDENTALLY KICKED A CANDLE!! OMG! pray pray... but if u 1 take mi away also can la.. i think alot ppl will be happy de lo =\ hahahs... chatted on e MSN and off to slp i go... =) nites peeps..
Hi all my P-R-E-C-I-O-U-S! slp till kindda late today due to last nite EMO-ing =\
basically slacked at home in e morning and early part of afternoon. played DOTA. tried to connect with my bro but MY LANCRAFT IS SPOILT! OH MY TIANN!! ='( bo pian so played alone. im lousy at Prophet.. but i can use Luna :)
after that i left home at ard 4pm and head to AMK to find JY. she is intro-ing mi to NYNY! =D finally got a job le thx JY =D and e BBT too! hehex. i think e "interview" i success ba =\ im ready to work next week! wooo~ but still nid buy shirt, pants and shoes... haix..
after all this, JY go J8 catch movie and i went to WM to makan...
btw, i got a simple lobang to earn $ if u interested u can contact mi =) juz gimme a tag =) e "job" is to be a white mouse for a medicine =\ its harmless dun wry. you will be required to take blood sample for 4 times a mth. from morning 8AM to ard 5PM. basically during that tym u can slack ard dere. lol. but e requirement is that You CNT BE A SMOKER! so smokers plz shoo shoo!! hahahx. xD 1st you haf to apply for e thing. if u are recalled, u will con't e thing and after the whole thing you can get ~$800. cool eh? but if u did not managed to con't, u still can get $40 lol.
for more info plz SMS mi @ 92722781. i will try to ans ur queries but all this is also my relative tell mi de so i haf to cfm wif her 1st. =\
P.S info is correct at the point of writing. any over sight is unintentional and changes might be made anytime.
morning woke up at 8.30am and prepare for outing with frens. tt got swimming so pack and pack happily =) so 9.30 bus-ed to woodlands interchange and w8. ==" SO DAMN EARLY CAN?! we suppose to meet at 11am i 10am reached le. -.-
so i go Causeway point to play my PSP. -.- BURNOUT REVENGE!! woo~! nice game can? =D JY go causeway point find mi then she no see my face nia hit my cap le LOL. wad if hit wrong person xD i sure ROFLMAO! WAHAHAHAKAKAKAS......
we go sing 1st cuz christina hafen come.. still making hair lol. WALAN Eh. then JON ps US AGAIN!! last nite still say wad. 7AM go swim. i say i cnt wake up he say i lousy =x now LEI!! HUH!! LOL. see hu more lauya. xD lazy pigss..... then christina come joined JY and mi. weird thing is.. my 1st tym and 2nd tym of KTV, is at the same place, same room no.! freaky eh. still got wad same i 4get lerx. STM ah..
Sang ALOOTTTSSSAAAA EMO song cuz feeling down this past weekss.. sang songs like "since you been gone ; When You're Gone ; Truly Madly Deeply ; and etc...." felt this songs are soo darn true.. reflect very true on mi. every single word. =\
After singing, go Mac makan. i no eat cuz pok le =( nidda work yea? Talked alot sick things at mac luh. make me cnt think straight. as in.. my mind keep repeating all those sick things... -sick-
then walked to Christina house to slack and read some of her books. din go swim cuz like no tym and the sun is BLAZING hot!
came home and undergo a regular routine by my mum. here is some INFAMOUS quotes:
1. when i go out : " Why u go out? Where u going? VERY RICH AH??"
2 when i stay at home : " Why are you at home!? Why Keep WASTING my ELECTRICTY? Electricity EXPENSIVE YOU KNOW??! "
3. and when use lappy till late : " WHY USE TILL SO LATE? USE TILL WAD TIME? ELECTRICITY NO NEED MONEY AH?! ARE YOU CHATTING? "
all this marks an epic war between mi and her. PLZ LA OLD WITCH. JUZ STFU AND GIMME SOME SPACE CAN? I DIE OFF LA! LIMME DIE! 1 LESS PPL USING UR PRECIOUS ELECTRICTY!
I TRIED TO SUICIDE ONCE. SADLY IT FAILED. I WILL GIVE IT A 2ND SHOT IF E NEED ARISE. thx to my dearest ean kor and other caring fwens who take sometime to console mi and make mi feel that im not alone and i shud not die that young but her incentical naggings really got under my skin and drive mi right to the walls.
NO. dun get me wrong. i dun condemn occasional naggings. BUT, to repeat same 3 lines every day and nite for.. ard... 5-6 YRS!?!?! dun u get tired of it at all? since u love to save $ to e extend, y dun i go somewhere where there is PEACE and TRANQUILITY? and i wun be a BURDEN to ur expensive, Never-ending bills? all this SUKS! srsly...
Sometimes u can be so nice.but do u really KNOW wad kids in this era wants? u claim to be my mother. some1 hu holds mi 9mths in ur womb. gave mi educations, food,clothings. but wad are those other things which can make mi feel like i haf a childhood?
im secretly laughed at for being a "country bumpkin" when i told others i nver went to Orchard, Bugis.. places where all other youths hang out. you made mi go home straight everyday after sch. but u too, at the same time make mi lose my identity among my frens. i cnt fit in cuz i duno wad they are saying. thats y i haf lil fwen in my life.
i tried to have a life in virtual world, hoping to make more fwens but in e end wad i get is buying Prepaid cards to feel the habit, and ur naggings. Yes, i haf to admit it's costly, but wad other methods can i make more fwens? low on self-esteem;confidence and felt that no1 in this world can you trust. I am lost, hopeless, and i'm falling deeper with every with your harsh words u use.
When i did well, u juz gave a meek compliment. When i did badly, u gave mi hell.
i am fighting back my tears as i am writing this down.
i am glad that i have frens like : Benson,Jason,Christina,Jie Ying,Ean kor,Celestine mei and Joyce among some others.
as humans, our lifespan is not long, it's also impossible to know every single people on Earth. but by knowing u guys is fate. I hope during my life in Earth here, our friendship will never weaver. I believe that it will stay strong. Hope we can acheive it, =)
WOWW!! PERFECT day!~ during mornings and part of evening =\
end lesson @ 2.30 today. ppl start 3rd meeting we go home. LOL. 6P 1 sentence - " Learning is based on ur own attitude. " - <--- WOW marvellous eh =D but sad thing is evelyn not here. so cnt take pics wif her :(
walked to interchange with Mutton and Ivan, and meet Christina and JY at MRT dere. Christina, JY and MI trained down to jurong and walked to IMM to kia kia. we walked and talked, talked and walked and finally settled down at Kopitiam to makan :) (con't talking bout some stuffs again)
after eating, we went DAISO-ALWAYS$2! to walk. and this Christina hor. POWER ah i tell u. DAISO seemingly got ntin to walk liddat can stay inside for.. ard 45mins-1hr??!! brought some stuffs and go 3rd lvl e open air de playgrd dere sit sit and chat(seemingly endless topic)
After that HOR, Christina TIO bully by 1 small gal.. LOL. sit la! sit at e merry-go-round SOMEMORE!! e small gal(assumingly from CHEENA ==") keep spin e thing till Christina SCREAMED! LOL. i got over and stop it luh. wink* but i ownself also sit.. also kena. LOL. worst thing is Christina luh. 1 time not enuf.. still sit dere 3,4 times. dun 1 get out LOL i ownself kena her "power spin". till GROGGY!! LOL. nearly vomitted my lunch sia.. sick* b4 we go i did smthing bad luh. ntin srs but still kindda bad =\
and yea... im officially broke now.. after buying somethings lol. BUT im not complaining =) cuz i think is worth it.(i feel)
woooo.. bored now... so i decided to post smthing.
went to alif last nite wif benson,jason, and jason's "GF" - Lay ??? <-- forget lerx >< LOL... dun laugh luh STM ma... go at 8PM+ then eat till 10 liddat.. they went to borrow bball from their fren nearby. play till 11PM then went home.. lol. liddat also shaung. BORED!!!!
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
1stly, HAPPY 43rd B'DAE SINGAPORE!!!!! PEACE TO ALL MANKIND!
Ok, back to my day.. LOL. had my last cultural lesson today, and it was kindda fun =) Our 3rd meeting is to make games for e class to play LOL. after lesson, took class pics with the faci and some class shots.
walked to interchange wif Xiao Jun,Christina, Yuan Yuan, Litong and one of their fren lol. then accompany Christina to Civic de bank because i so early go home also no use.. Ntin to do anyway =\ walk and chatted,chatted and walked Hahas.
reached home, chat and gamed for awhile. its been a long tym since i touch MSEA.. MSEA is really getting from BAD to WORST man... its lagging like private.. i think private server is better ba... =\
had dinenr at Alif @ 10PM-kindda late i know, but juz hate to eat alone grateful that Benson accompanied mi to eat luh HAHAS We both ordered Mee Soto and OH MY GOODNESS!! i only have 1 sentence for u.- "TRY IT IF U DARE!" to mi its SUPER SPICY cuz i dun eat chilli de ==" imagine the colour of my face when i am eating it.. GOSH.. both of us is TOTALLY 'PENG' ah.. surrendered =/
went to e Hong Kah North CC to see Tan DiYa performing and after a short while, i went home to digest my food =D
Sat: Went to Catch e MARVELLOUS FireWorks @ Marina ah! Damn FUN!! Went with my sec sch frens and catch up with them ah.. Its been a LOONNGGG time since graduating.. My "relative" ah- Lee Qing Fang (HAHA), Sugar, Randy and MII!
Meet up with them at bout 5PM++ ba? i guess.. hmmz. actually meet at 2PM or 3PM de. but some of us got something on at that time lo. thats y. then went to city hall alone 1st,from commonwealth, but funnily, when i called Fang, she ALSO AT COMMONWEALTH! but sadly i on e train already ah! so bopian go 1st lo. reached City Hall le then go HMV dere browse see got any new albulms release anot. Didnt buy anything luh, juz casual browsing whilst w8in for e rest of the guys.
Well, tt i am Singapore's most KUKU guy le, those kind keep stay at home rarely go out interact de- like HERMIT ah. HAHA >,<" after that took some pics tgt and off we went to starbucks @ Marina Square to find Lynn, Pravina and RAFIDAH O.O
Lynn and Pravina grown more chio le lo. LOL! chatted awhile then we go off again in search of dinner! All eateries sooo crowded de. =.= then in e end settle for Mac @ Suntec Conven Centre lo. Found a good spot and then blah blah blah, makan makan makan, BURP! done! Go find back Benjamin and in the end PS him HAHA(ps ah). Took e notorious red line back to GOMBAK! hell sia.. soo long.. regret luh. shud haf took green line as my stomach searching for a Toilet. HAHA.
Reached home at rd 11PM++ then smsed awhile and off i went to a deep slumber. =)
Sun:
Caught with Jason at WM EngWah. Super Duper FUNNI!! especially e ERP thing. HAHA. and many other more luh. But i feel sad for e grandmother whom died when she want to save her granddaughter luh. that part DAMN touching. it made me reflect on how i live my life up till this stg.. =) 4/5! Highly Recommended!
e BANANA CASE!. a thing for storing bananas..
took by her lo.. so nice.. F3
took by mi.. if hands not dere can put at songka photo liaox LOL
All four of us! =D
"dead" Jon
Black Unidentified Human.. ==" block mi nias LOL
Jon and a Long Hair Ghost =P
Jon!! OMG.. i love his hair man.. so jealous =(
JY LA!! e irritating gal! LOL
Ben and Mi!
Ben! =D e guy behind soo good.. siam away from cam =D
Lights, Camara, ACTION!!
Say Cheese!!
Look at e mid-right of e pic. there is a head.. SHUDDER*
Im strangled!! and look wad benson is doin! xD
4 guys. thx LayJun be photographer =D
thx.. once again~~
with Flash. look. PINK SHIRT LOL =p
nope.. its not center parting.. ==" and nope once again. im not pointing at benson =x its at jason
BFF!! <3
act cute :X
another classical act :X
TONGUES OUT!!!
LayJun,mi, ben most natural =) jason C'A'B wakakaks
smile =)
i kena spammed kissed =D
Beloved Chevy Kok =)
Class pics..
