Saturday, July 24, 2010
some people.. even though i know its stupid of me to be upset over something i shud nt be.
i've treated u so well ; at least in my own perspective. but i get shitty attitude by u in return.
maybe krystl is right. i shudnt pin my hopes high. cuz it juz aint worth it.
i kindda like u. i rly do. but at the same time, i know it aint gonna work out right.
because to u, im still juz a nobody. im ntin compared to ur gfs or even ur dog.
i tried to blend in, i tried to asked u out. but wad i get everytime is just a cold shoulder.
i get it now. i will try to keep my dist from u. 3 more weeks to go and i can juz hide everything.
i knew from the start, it will be a bad idea to work tgt.
sometimes i juz need some ears to let mi scream into, or be my punching bag.
but who is free enuf, or even have the ability to withstand my anger that i have inside me?
i know i have J, but he got tons of proj yet to complete.
and still gt camp stuffs to settle. he also have his own stress to settle, dun wish to let him see mine as well.
guess im going to watch fireworks and drink the rest of my whiskey up alone tml.
-signed off',
Vic
leavemeALONE;