-GO AWAY.

Monday, August 31, 2009

"wake mi up, when sept ends..."

life has been.. well, hit a rough patch.
whats the point of having 1.2K when there is no happiness to it?
i'd rather stay poor and have U.

Maybe its im too overhelmed by jealousy that i felt i had to let it all go.
"tell mi how, help mi say the words out loud..."

got 'fired' from BHG due to talking to fren -_-
how lame can they get?
its not like there is alot of customer and im talking to a fren.
there's not even 1 customer la plz!

basically my 1.2K had been put to good use.
returning of debt, shopping for clothes and food.
essentials like mouse...
a few wants like drinking..

talk abt drinking, i think im hooked on the after effect alrdy.
been drinking once in a while these past few mths.
numbing all the effects of pain temporary..

today went back to YISS to see some teachers and frens.
most of them still look recognisable.. all except bala..
holy cow.. he turn from a fat and big to a tall and fit bala alrdy..
handsome liao worx.. =\ cnt even reg him la!

had fun once again shooting alan and playing with cayden <3
and yiss have dumb guards.. practically no words to say =\
anyway, cabbed to IMM with Randy and Szeyi..
decided a long tym b4 going LJS to eat..
after eating, find huayhock..
cool shit, he working at Royal Sporting House!
buy liverpool jersey got discount le! :D
after that, went to snoop ard at diff shops.
suddenly tt of buying a new mouse.
so went to challenger to choose 1. hope it works fine man...

tonning at J's hse ltr. he's gonna die from my sorrows that he's gonna hear =x
drinking again! :D

anyway, im still stuck between to continue or to give up.
after ytd, i rly felt that im not suited to be in a r/s.
or maybe its the lack of understanding?
i dont noe.. i rly dont..
i juz wanna hear more from u, but everytym i wanna say the words,
its stuck in my throat like asif my balls grow from dere...
its juz so awakard.. maybe u are rite?
maybe staying as good frens will do us good?
but i nver had such a strong desire for some1 b4..

its juz so... 'complicated'.

anyway, sch ended and here comes 5 weeks of hols..
DIDM chalet, DIDM camp, IT fair job.. cool shit..
but i think we need to go sentosa or somewhere fun to hang out tgt b4 the chalet? :D

benson: pool and soccer soon plz.. my hands and leg itchy le..
gigi : hihihihihi!!! :D GiiiGiiiiiGIGIGIGIGI~~~
ducky : its ok luh. nvm....
wq : updated! nw u update urs!
ww : ok.. next tym drink give back u HAHA.. i nid train le! D:

only tym will tell if we are meant to be..
or issit juz mi?
if drinking can let mi numb it, let mi drink on 4ever.

Labels: emoist

leavemeALONE;

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Labels: emo, Kisstherain

leavemeALONE;