Friday, January 29, 2010
' You are not the worth afterall. '
saw this sentence from benson's blog.
and it immediately struck me.
are you really worth the wait?
are you the mermaid amongst the school of fishes?
if u are not, y am i still foolishly clinging on to flash hope knowing that its alrdy impossible?
am i stupid? silly? dumb? retard? fool? idiot?
or is it really love?
anyway, my PD 1st Review got Accepted! big thanks to Jaron Bro for helping mi out
with the HTML codes! :D
sometimes, asking/consolling might not even be the solution to someone's agony.
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
felt like i've lost something v.impt in my life recently..
not like i nver lose these kindda things b4, but i have no idea why-
this hurt more than the previous.. :(
anyway, doing all my best to try and get rid of anything related to it.
gng out, sports, eating, DRINKING....
speaking of drinking, thx to Love dear pei mi come out to drink.
luckily, she was dere. if not i also dunno how i will get home.
drunk shit state im in!
hope my drunk state wun scare u away! ><
piglet lovess! x3
Labels: lost
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Friday, January 22, 2010
i wanna COL, but where to?
not blogging for a period of time i guess.
ntin much to blog and moodless.
i want to cont watching my taiwan dramas! (:
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
wad a hack of a weekend.
instead of relaxing, my 2 days of weekend is spent entirely at home!
WTFUCKNNBCCBBQPB...
and wadz more, i feel more stress! T.T
wanted to go PH on sat nite. but those ppl i wanted to go with got their own grps of frens
dun1 go dere like alone liddat, so stayed at home.
but went to redhill with parents at nite to eat dinner.
wad a spread haha...
went home suddenly think of RJ, faster chiong out 2 sentence and submit haha
sunday woke up and catch doreamon! ^^
been a frigging long tym since i last seen it on chn8!
after that ate a super uber nice nasi lemak lunch prepared by parents.
x3 it lots!
after that, watch my District 9 on lappy. and here i am blogging!
LIFELESS EMOIST™!!!
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Saturday, January 9, 2010
finally, stress week is over.
ytd played soccer with the seniors after UT.
had a severe headache when i got home :(
slept early and tdy ok le.
hope my 1st PD Review can pass.
if not will be wasting my time to redo!
meeting up with some1 who used to be v.impt to me soon.
hopefully, this coming week can meet her (:
miss u much ><
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Monday, January 4, 2010
1st day of sch!
Python!
well, woke up kindda early today which was a surprise
took the bus b4 8am de.
reached wdls inter and met jaron b4 heading to sch.
long time no see bro! ;)
chatted and well, talked abt dramas and sch stuffs.
python tdy was.. well, pressurizing but satisfy with myself.
cuz, throughout the past few lessons, and last sem,
i think this is the 1st time i ownself do ALL the codes out!
im so frigging amazed with myself.
im great or wad?
but thx to jason's help of cuz.
w/o him, i wun be able to complete my codes properly.
and coding advises from jer boss.
hope i can get my 1st A for python because i rly put in effort to do it!
^^
1st day of sch, nt bad..
but my left eyelid keeps twitching non-stop from 12pm till now!
i wonder wad bad thing gonna happen :(
returned home and overheard some sad stuffs..
p.s Python UT on Wed. PD 1st review on Thurs. PHP UT on Fri.. :(
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Friday, January 1, 2010
here, is a new chapter of life.
a new beginning, a fresh start.
a breathe of fresh air(hopefully) all ard us.
2010, i will embrace you for now.
2009, i will only have selective memories.
sadly, i only will treasure a few..
lets hope that in 2010,
- i can cope with PD
- i can cope with FYP
- i can earn more money $.$
- i can live a better life
- i can maintain good relationship with my family and frens
- get a girl hopefully? HAHA ><
well, its not too late, its never too late. (:
even though i ended my `09 with irritation from some ppl.
fireworks at nite kindda brighten up my day.
luckily there is still a few best fren to hang out with,
even when im down and out (:
appreciate lots x3
lets hope, everything turns out alrite..
Labels: 2010
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